Preparations for returning Home Breaking out of the Smallpox The Start Our Caravan Mannel the Comanche A New Route The Prairie on fire Danger to be apprehended from these Conflagrations A Comanche Buffalo chase A Skirmish with the Pawnees An intrepid Mexican The Wounded Value of a thick Skull Retreat of the Enemy and their Failure A bleak Northwester Loss of our Sheep The Llano Estacado and Sources of Red River The Canadian River Cruelties upon Buffalo Feats at 'Still-hunting' Mr. Wethered's Adventure Once more on our own Soil The False Washita Enter our former Trail Character of the Country over which we had travelled Arrival at Van Buren The two Routes to Santa Fe Some Advantages of that from Arkansas Restlessness of Prairie Travellers in civilized life, and Propensity for returning to the Wild Deserts.
ABOUT the beginning of February, 1840, and just as I was making preparations to return to the United States, the small-pox broke out among my men in a manner, which at first occasioned at least as much astonishment as alarm. One of them, who had travelled in a neighboring district, where there were some cases of small-pox, complained of a little fever, which was followed by slight eruptions, but so unlike true variolous pustules, that I treated the matter very lightly; not even suspecting a varioloid. These slight symptoms
Page 137 HOMEWARD BOUND.
having passed off, nothing more was thought of it until eight or ten days after, when every unvaccinated member of our company was attacked by that fell disease, which soon began to manifest very malignant features. There were no fatal cases, however; yet much apprehension was felt, lest the disease should break out again on the route; but, to our great joy, we escaped this second scourge.
A party that left Santa Fe for Missouri soon afterward, was much more unfortunate. On the way, several of their men were attacked by the small-pox, some of whom died; and others retaining the infection till they approached the Missouri frontier, they were compelled to undergo a 'quarantine' in the bordering prairie, before they were permitted to enter the settlements.
On the 25th of February we set out from Santa Fe; but owing to some delays, we did not leave San Miguel till the 1st of March. As the pasturage was yet insufficient for our animals, we here provided ourselves with over six hundred bushels of corn, to feed them on the way. This time our caravan consisted of twenty-eight wagons, two small cannons, and forty-seven men, including sixteen Mexicans and a Comanche Indian who acted in the capacity of guide.* Two gentlemen of Bal-
Page 138 PRAIRIE ON FIRE.
timore, Messrs. S. Wethered and J. R. Ware, had joined our caravan with one wagon and three men, making up the aggregate above mentioned. We had also a caballada of more than two hundred mules, with nearly three hundred sheep and goats. The sheep were brought along partially to supply us with meat in case of emergency: the surplusage, how ever, could not fail to command a fair price in the United States.
Instead of following the trail of the year before, I determined to seek a nearer and better route down the south side of the Canadian river, under the guidance of the Comanche; by which movement, we had again to travel a distance of four hundred miles over an entirely new country. We had just passed the Laguna Colorada, where, the following year, a division of Texan volunteers, under General McLeod, surrendered to Col. Archuleta, when our fire was carelessly permitted to communicate with the prairie grass. As there was a head-wind blowing at the time, we very soon got out of reach of the conflagration: but the next day, the wind having changed, the fire was again perceived in our rear approaching us at a very brisk pace. The terror which these prairie conflagrations are calculated to inspire, when the grass is tall and dry, as was the case in the present instance, has often
Page 139 CONSEQUENCE TO BE FEARED.
been described, and though the perils of these disasters are not unfrequently exaggerated, they are sometimes sufficient to daunt the stoutest heart. Mr. Kendall relates a frightful incident of this kind which occured to the Texan Santa Fe Expedition; and all those who have crossed the prairies have had more or less experience as to the danger which occasionally threatens the caravans from these sweeping visitations. The worst evil to be apprehended with those bound for Santa Fe is from the explosion of gunpowder, as a keg or two of twenty-five pounds each, is usually to be found in every wagon. When we saw the fire gaining so rapidly upon us, we had to use the whip very unsparingly; and it was only when the lurid flames were actually rolling upon the heels of our teams, that we succeeded in reaching a spot of short-grass prairie, where there was no further danger to be apprehended.
The headway of the conflagration was soon after checked by a small stream which traversed our route; and we had only emerged fairly from its smoke, on the following day (the 9th) when our Comanche guide returned hastily from his accustomed post in advance, and informed us that he had espied three buffaloes, not far off. They were the first we had met with, and, being heartily anxious for a change from the dried beef with which we were provided, I directed the Comanche, who was by far our surest hunter, to prepare at once for the chasse. He said he preferred to hunt on
Page 140 A BUFFALO CHASE.
horseback and with his bow-and-arrow; and believing my riding-horse the fleetest in company (which by-the-by, was but a common pony, and thin in flesh withal), I dismounted and gave him the bridle, with many charges to treat him kindly, as we still had a long journey before us. "Don't attempt to kill but one that will serve us for the present!" I exclaimed, as he galloped off. The Comanche was among the largest of his tribe bony and muscular weighing about two hundred pounds: but once at his favorite sport, he very quickly forgot my injunction, as well as the weakness of my little pony. He soon brought down two of his game, and shyly remarked to those who followed in his wake, that, had he not feared a scolding from me, he would not have permitted the third to escape.
On the evening of the 10th our camp was pitched in the neighborhood of a ravine in the prairie, and as the night was dark and dreary, the watch tried to comfort themselves by building a rousing fire, around which they presently drew, and commenced 'spinning long yarns' about Mexican fandangoes, and black-eyed damsels. All of a sudden the stillness of the night was interrupted by a loud report of fire-arms, and a shower of bullets came whizzing by the ears of the heedless sentinels.
Fortunately, however, no one was injured; which must be looked upon as a very extraordinary circumstance, when we consider what a fair mark our men, thus hud-
Page 141 ATTACKED BY THE PAWNEES.
dled round a blazing fire, presented to the rifles of the Indians. The savage yells, which resounded from every part of the ravine, bore very satisfactory testimony that this was no false alarm; and the 'Pawnee whistle' which was heard in every quarter, at once impressed us with the idea of its being a band of that famous prairie banditti.
Every man sprang from his pallet with rifle in hand; for, upon the Prairies, we always sleep with our arms by our sides or under our heads. Our Comanche seemed at first very much at a loss what to do. At last, thinking it might possibly be a band of his own nation, he began a most boisterous harangue in his vernacular tongue, which he continued for several minutes; when finding that the enemy took no notice of him, and having become convinced also, from an occasional Pawnee word which he was able to make out, that he had been wasting breath with the mortal foes of his race, he suddenly ceased all expostulations, and blazed away with his rifle, with a degree of earnestness which was truly edifying, as if convinced that that was the best he could do for us.
It was now evident that the Indians had taken possession of the entire ravine, the nearest points of which were not fifty yards from our wagons: a warning to prairie travellers to encamp at a greater distance from whatsoever might afford shelter for an enemy. The banks of the gully were low, but still they formed a very good breastwork, behind which
Page 142 A DARING MEXICAN.
the enemy lay ensconced, discharging volleys of balls upon our wagons, among which we were scattered. At one time we thought of making an attempt to rout them from their fortified position; but being ignorant of their number, and unable to distinguish any object through the dismal darkness which hung all around, we had to remain content with firing at random from behind our wagons, aiming at the flash of their guns, or in the direction whence any noise appeared to emanate. Indeed their yelling was almost continuous, breaking out every now and then in the most hideous screams and vociferous chattering, which were calculated to appal such timorous persons as we may have had in our caravan. All their screeching and whooping, however, had no effect they could not make our animals break from the enclosure of the wagons, in which they were fortunately shut up; which was no doubt their principal object for attacking us.
I cannot forbear recording a most daring feat performed by a Mexican muleteer, named Antonio Chavez, during the hottest of the first onset. Seeing the danger of my two favorite riding horses, which were tethered outside within a few paces of the savages, he rushed out and brought safely in the most valuable of the two, though fusil-balls were showering around him all the while. The other horse broke his halter and made his escape.
Page 143 DUTCH IS WOUNDED.
Although sundry scores of shots had been fired at our people, we had only two men wounded. One, a Mexican, was but slightly injured in the hand, but the wound of the other, who was an Italian, bore a more serious aspect, and deserves especial mention. He was a short, corpulent fellow, and had been nicknamed 'Dutch' a loquacious, chicken-hearted faineant, and withal in the daily habit of gorging himself to such an enormous extent, that every alternate night he was on the sick list. On this memorable occasion, Dutch had 'foundered' again, and the usual prescription of a double dose of Epsom salts had been his supper potion. The skirmish had continued for about an hour, and although a frightful groaning had been heard in Dutch's wagon for some time, no one paid any attention to it, as it was generally supposed to be from the effects of his dose. At length, however, some one cried out, 'Dutch is wounded!" I immediately went to see him, and found him writhing and twisting himself as if in great pain, crying all the time that he was shot.
"Shot! where?" I inquired.
"Ah! in the head, sir?"
"Pshaw! Dutch, none of that; you've only bumped your head in trying to hide yourself."
Upon lighting a match, however, I found that a ball had passed through the middle of his hat, and that, to my consternation, the top of his head was bathed in blood. It turned out, upon subsequent examination, that the ball had glanced upon the skull, inflicting a serious looking wound, and so deep that an inch of sound skin separated the holes at which the
Page 144 RETREAT OF THE ENEMY.
bullet had entered and passed out. Notwithstanding I at first apprehended a fracture of the skull, it very soon healed, and Dutch was 'up and about' again in the course of a week.
Although teachers not unfrequently have cause to deplore the thickness of their pupils' skulls, Dutch had every reason to congratulate himself upon possessing such a treasure, as it had evidently preserved him from a more serious catastrophe. It appeared he had taken shelter in his wagon at the commencement of the attack, without reflecting that the boards and sheets were not ball-proof: and as Indians, especially in the night, are apt to shoot too high, he was in a much more dangerous situation than if upon the ground.
The enemy continued the attack for nearly three hours, when they finally retired, so as to make good their retreat before daylight. As it rained and snowed from that time till nine in the morning, their 'sign' was almost entirely obliterated, and we were unable to discover whether they had received any injury or not. It was evidently a foot party, which we looked upon as another proof of their being Pawnees; for these famous marauders are well known to go forth on their expeditions of plunder without horses, although they seldom fail to return well mounted.
Their shot had riddled our wagons considerably: in one we counted no less than eight bullet-holes. We had the gratification to believe, however, that they did not get a single
Page 145 A BLEAK NORTHWESTER.
one of our animals: the horse which broke away at the first onset, doubtless made his escape; and a mule which was too badly wounded to travel, was dispatched by the muleteers, lest it should fall into the hands of the savages, or into the mouths of the wolves; and they deemed it more humane to leave it to be eaten dead than alive. We also experienced considerable damage in our stock of sheep, a number of them having been devoured by wolves. They had been scattered at the beginning of the attack; and, in their anxiety to fly from the scene of action, had jumped, as it were, into the very jaws of their ravenous enemies.
On the 12th of March, we ascended upon the celebrated Llano Estacado, and continued along its borders for a few days. The second night upon this dreary plain, we experienced one of the strongest and bleakest 'northwesters' that ever swept across those prairies; during which, our flock of sheep and goats, being left unattended, fled over the plain, in search of some shelter, it was supposed, from the furious element. Their disappearance was not observed for some time, and the night being too dark to discern anything, we were obliged to defer going in pursuit of them till the following morning. After a fruitless and laborious search, during which the effects of the mirage proved a constant source of annoyance and disappointment, we were finally obliged to relinquish the pursuit, and return to the caravan without finding one of them.
Page 146 SOURCES OF RED RIVER.
These severe winds are very 'prevalent upon the great western prairies, though they are seldom quite so inclement. At some seasons, they are about as regular and unceasing as the 'trade winds' of the ocean. It will often blow a gale for days, and even weeks together, without slacking for a moment, except occasionally at night It is for this reason, as well as on account of the rains, that percussion guns are preferable upon the Prairies, particularly for those who understand their use. The winds are frequently so severe as to sweep away both sparks and priming from a flint lock, and thus render it wholly ineffective.
The following day we continued our march down the border of the Llano Estacado. Knowing that our Comanche guide was about as familiar with all those great plains as a landlord with his premises, I began to question him, as we travelled along, concerning the different streams which pierced them to the southward. Pointing in that direction, he said there passed a water-course, at the distance of a hard day's ride, which he designated as a canada or valley, in which there was always water to be found at occasional places, but that none flowed in its channel except during the rainy season. This canada he described as having its origin in the Llano Estacado some fifty or sixty miles east of Rio Pecos, and about the same distance south of the route we came, and that its direction was a little south of east, passing to the southward
Page 147 CANADIAN RIVER.
of the northern portion of the Witchita mountains, known to Mexican Ciboleros and Comancheros as Sierra Jumanes. It was, therefore, evident that this was the principal northern branch of Red River. The False Washita, or Rio Negro, as the Mexicans call it, has its rise, as he assured me, between the Canadian and this canada, at no great distance to the southeastward of where we were then travelling.
On the 15th, our Comanche guide, being fearful lest we should find no water upon the plain, advised us to pursue a more northwardly course, so that, after a hard day's ride, we again descended the ceja or brow of the Llano Estacado, into the
undulating lands which border the Canadian; and, on the following day, we found ourselves upon the southern bank of that stream.
Although, but a few days' travel above where we now were, the Canadian runs pent up in a narrow channel, scarcely four rods across, we here found it spread out to the width of from three to six hundred yards, and so full of sand-bars (only interspersed with narrow rills) as to present the appearance of a mere sandy valley instead of the bed of a river. In fact, during the driest seasons, the water wholly disappears in many places. Captain Boone, of the U. S. Dragoons, being upon an exploring expedition in the summer of 1843, came to the Canadian about the region of our western boundary, where he found the channel perfectly dry. Notwithstanding,
Page 148 A DRY RIVER.
it presents the face of one of the greatest rivers of the west during freshets, yet even then it would not be navigable on account of its rapidity and shallowness. It would appear almost incredible to those unacquainted with the prairie streams, that a river of about 1500 miles in length, and whose head wears a cap of perennial snow (having its source in the Rocky Mountains), should scarcely be navigable, for even the smallest craft, over fifty miles above its mouth.
We pursued our course down the same side of the river for several days, during which time we crossed a multitude of little streams which flowed into the Canadian from the adjoining plains, while others presented nothing but dry beds of sand. One of these was so remarkable, on account of its peculiarity and size, that we named it 'Dry River.' The bed was at least 200 yards wide, yet without a vestige of water; notwithstanding, our guide assured us that it was a brisk-flowing stream some leagues above: and from the drift-wood along its borders, it was evident that, even here, it must be a considerable river during freshets.
While travelling down the course of the Canadian, we sometimes found the buffalo very abundant. On one occasion, two or three hunters, who were a little in advance of the caravan, perceiving a herd quietly grazing in an open glade, they 'crawled upon' them after the manner of the 'still hunters.' Their first shot having brought down a fine
Page 149 'STILL HUNTING.'
fat cow, they slipped up behind her, and, resting their guns over her body, shot two or
three others, without occasioning any serious
disturbance or surprise to their companions;
for, extraordinary as it may appear, if the buffalo neither see nor smell the hunter, they
will pay but little attention to the crack of
guns, or to the mortality which is being dealt
among them.
The slaughter of these animals is frequently carried to an excess, which shows the depravity of the human heart in very bold relief. Such is the excitement that generally prevails at the sight of these fat denizens of the prairies, that very few hunters appear able to refrain from shooting as long as the game remains within reach of their rifles; nor can they ever permit a fair shot to escape them. Whether the mere pleasure of taking life is
Page 150 AN ADVENTURE
the incentive of these brutal excesses I will
not pretend to decide; but one thing is very
certain, that the buffalo killed yearly on these
prairies far exceeds the wants of the traveller or what might be looked upon as the
exigencies of rational sport.*
But in making these observations, I regret
that I cannot give to my precepts the force of
my own example: I have not always been
able wholly to withstand the cruel temptation.
Not long after the incident above alluded to,
as I as pioneering alone, according to my
usual practice, at a distance of a mile or two
a head of the wagons, in search of the best
route I perceived in a glade, a few rods in
front of me, several protuberances, which at
first occasioned me no little fright, for I took
them, as they loomed dimly through the tall
grass for tops of Indian lodges. But I
soon discovered they were the huge humps
of a herd buffalo, which were quietly
grazing.
I immediately alighted and approached unobserved to within forty or fifty yards of the
unsuspecting animals. Being armed with one
of Cochrans nine-chambered rifles, took
aim at one that stood broad-side, and 'blazed
away. The buffalo threw up their heads and
looked about, but seeing nothing (for I remained concealed in the grass), they, again
Page 151 WITH BUFFALO.
went on grazing as though nothing had happened. The truth is, the one I had shot was
perhaps but little hurt; for, as generally happens with the inexperienced hunter and
often with those who know better, the first
excitement allowing no time for reflection
I no doubt aimed too high, so as to lodge the
ball in the hump. A buffalos heart lies exceedingly low, so that to strike it the shot
should enter not over one-fourth of the depth
of the body above the lower edge of the
breast bone.
The brutes were no sooner quiet, than I
took another and more deliberate aim at my
former victim, which resulted as before. But
believing him now mortally wounded, I next
fired in quick succession at four others of the
gang. It occurred to me by this time that I
had better save my remaining three shots; for
it was possible enough for my firing to attract
the attention of strolling savages, who might
take advantage of my empty gun to make a
sortie upon me yet there stood my buffalo,
some of them still quietly feeding.
As I walked out from my concealment a
party of our own men came galloping up
from the wagons, considerably alarmed. They
had heard the six shots, and, not recollecting
my repeating rifle, supposed I had been attacked by Indians and therefore came to my
relief. Upon their approach the buffalo all
fled, except three which appeared badly
wounded one indeed soon fell and expired. The other two would doubtless have fol-
Page 152 WETHERED'S HUNT.
lowed the example of the first, had not a
hunter, anxious to dispatch them more speedily, approached too near; when, regaining
strength from the excitement, they fled before
him, and entirely escaped, though he pursued
them for a considerable distance.
A few days after this occurrence, Mr. Wethered returned to the camp one evening with
seven buffalo tongues (the hunters usual trophy) swung to his saddle. He said that, in
the morning, one of the hunters had ungenerously objected to sharing a buffalo with him;
whereupon Mr. W. set out, vowing he would
kill buffalo for himself; and no thanks to
any one. He had not been out long when he
spied a herd of only seven bulls, quietly feeding near a ravine; and slipping up behind the
banks, he shot down one and then another,
until they all lay before him; and their seven
tongues he brought in to bear testimony of
his skill.
Not long after crossing Dry River, we ascended the high grounds, and soon found ourselves upon the high ridge which divides the
waters of the Canadian and False Washita,
whose breaks could be traced descending
from the Llano Estacado far to the southwest.
By an observation of an eclipse of one of
Jupiters satellites, on the night of the 25th of
March, in latitude 35° 51 30, I found that
we were very near the 100th degree of longitude west from Greenwich. On the following day, therefore, we celebrated our entrance
into United States territory. Those who
Page 153 JOYFUL OCCASIONS.
have never been beyond the purlieus of the
land of their nativity, can form but a poor conception of the joy which the wanderer in distant climes experiences on treading once more
upon his own native soil! Although we were
yet far from the abodes of civilization, and
further still from home, nevertheless the heart
within us thrilled with exhilarating sensations;
for we were again in our own territory, breathed our own free atmosphere, and were fairly
out of reach of the arbitrary power which we
had left behind us.
As we continued our route upon this narrow dividing ridge, we could not help remarking how nearly these streams approach each
other: in one place they seemed scarcely five
miles apart. On this account our Comanche
guide, as well as several Mexicans of our
party, who had some acquaintance with these
prairies, gave it as their opinion that the Washita or Rio Negro was in fact a branch of
the Canadian; for its confluence with Red
River was beyond the bounds of their peregrinations.
As the forest of Cross Timbers was now
beginning to be seen in the distance, and fearing we might be troubled to find a passway
through this brushy region, south of the Canadian, we forded this river on the 29th, without the slightest trouble, and very soon entered our former trail, a little west of Spring
Valley. This gave a new and joyful impulse to our spirits; for we had been travelling over twenty days without even a trail,
Page 154 THE CANADIAN COUNTRY.
and through a region of which we knew absolutely nothing, except from what we could
gather from our Comanche pilot. This trail,
which our wagons had made the previous
summer, was still visible, and henceforth there
was an end to all misgivings.
If we take a retrospective view of the country over which we travelled, we shall find but
little that can ever present attractions to the
agriculturist. Most of the low valleys of the
Canadian, for a distance of five hundred miles,
are either too sandy or too marshy for cultivation; and the upland prairies are, in many
places, but little else than sand-hills. In some
parts, it is true, they are firm and fertile, but
wholly destitute of timber, with the exception
of a diminutive branch of the Cross Timbers,
which occupies a portion of the ridge betwixt
the Canadian and the North Fork. The Canadian river itself is still more bare of timber
than the upper Arkansas. In its whole course
through the plains, there is but little except
cottonwood, and that very scantily scattered
along its banks in some places, for leagues
together, not a stick is to be seen. Except it
be near the Mountains, where the valleys are
more fertile, it is only the little narrow valleys
which skirt many of its tributary rivulets that
indicate any amenity. Some of these are
rich and beautiful in the extreme, timbered
with walnut, mulberry, oak, elm, hackberry,
and occasionally cedar about the bluffs.
We now continued our journey without
encountering any further casualty, except in
Page 155 COMPARISON OF ROUTES.
crossing the Arkansas river, where we lost
several mules by drowning; and on the 22d
of April we made our entrance into Van Buren. This trip was much more tedious and
protracted than I had contemplated owing,
in the first part of the journey, to the inclemency of the season, and a want of pasturage
for our animals; and, towards the conclusion,
to the frequent rains, which kept the route in
a miserable condition.
Concerning this expedition, I have only one
or two more remarks to offer. As regards the
two different routes to Santa Fe, although
Missouri, for various reasons which it is needless to explain here, can doubtless retain the
monopoly of the Santa Fe trade, the route
from Arkansas possesses many advantages.
Besides its being some days travel shorter,*
it is less intersected with large streams; there
are fewer sandy stretches, and a greater variety
of wood-skirted brooks, affording throughout
the journey very agreeable camping-places.
Also, as the grass springs up nearly a month
earlier than in Upper Missouri, caravans could
start much sooner, and the proprietors would
have double the time to conduct their mercantile transactions. Moreover, the return
companies would find better pasturage on
their way back and reach their homes before
the season of frost had far advanced. Again,
such as should desire to engage in the stock
Page 156 PROPENSITY FOR
trade would at once bring their mules and
horses into a more congenial climate one
more in accordance with that of their nativity;
for the rigorous winters of Missouri often prove
fatal to the unacclimated Mexican animals.
This was my last trip across the Plains,
though I made an excursion, during the following summer, among the Comanche Indians, and other wild tribes, living in the heart
of the Prairies, but returned without crossing
to Mexico. The observations made during
this trip will be found incorporated in the notices, which are to follow, of the Prairies and
their inhabitants.
Since that time I have striven in vain to
reconcile myself to the even tenor of civilized
life in the United States; and have sought in
its amusements and its society a substitute
for those high excitements which have attached me so strongly to Prairie life. Yet I am
almost ashamed to confess that scarcely a
day passes without my experiencing a pang
of regret that I am not now roving at large
upon those western plains. Nor do I find
my taste peculiar; for I have hardly known a man,
who has ever become familiar with the kind
of life which I have led for so many years,
that has not relinquished it with regret.
There is more than one way of explaining
this apparent incongruity. In the first place
the wild, unsettled and independent life of
the Prairie trader, makes perfect freedom from
nearly every kind of social dependence an
absolute necessity of his being. He is in
Page 157 PRAIRIE LIFE.
daily, nay, hourly exposure of his life and property, and in the habit of relying upon his
own arm and his own gun both for protection and support. Is he wronged? No court
or jury is called to adjudicate upon his disputes or his abuses, save his own conscience;
and no powers are invoked to redress them,
save those with which the God of Nature has
endowed him. He knows no government
no laws, save those of his own creation and
adoption. He lives in no society which
he must look up to or propitiate. The exchange of this untrammelled condition this
sovereign independence, for a life in civilization, where both his physical and moral freedom are invaded at every turn, by the complicated machinery of social institutions, is
certainly likely to commend itself to but few,
not even to all those who have been educated to find their enjoyments in the arts and
elegancies peculiar to civilized society; as is
evinced by the frequent instances of men of
letters, of refinement and of wealth, voluntarily abandoning society for a life upon the
Prairies, or in the still more savage mountain wilds.
A tour on the Prairies is certainly a dangerous experiment for him who would live a
quiet contented life at home among his friends
and relatives: not so dangerous to life or
health, as prejudicial to his domestic habits.
Those who have lived pent up in our large
cities, know but little of the broad, unembarrassed freedom of the Great Western Prai-
Page 158 REFLECTIONS.
ries. Viewing them from a snug fire-side,
they seem crowded with dangers, with labors
and with sufferings; but once upon them,
and these appear to vanish they are soon
forgotten.
There is another consideration, which, with
most men of the Prairies, operates seriously
against their reconciliation to the habits of
civilized life. Though they be endowed naturally with the organs of taste and refinement,
and though once familiar with the ways and
practices of civilized communities, yet a long
absence from such society generally obliterates from their minds most of those common
laws of social intercourse, which are so necessary to the man of the world. The awkwardness and the gaucheries which ignorance of
their details so often involves, are very trying
to all men of sensitive temperaments. Consequently, multitudes rush back to the Prairies,
merely to escape those criticisms and that
ridicule, which they know not how to disarm.
It will hardly be a matter of surprise then,
when I add, that this passion for Prairie life,
how paradoxical soever it may seem, will be
very apt to lead me upon the Plains again, to
spread my bed with the mustang and the
buffalo under the broad canopy of heaven,
there to seek to maintain undisturbed my
confidence in men, by fraternizing with the
little prairie dogs and wild colts, and the still
wilder Indians the unconquered Sabaeans of the Great American Deserts.
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